One year together · Twelve years of loving you

Hppppiiiieee Annnniiiiiversaryyyyyy meri bachu ❤️

My heart was always
finding its way to you.

From the innocent school mornings when I first noticed you to our first message at 4:26 PM, this is the love that waited twelve years to finally call you home.

Read my letter
One heart · One love · One forever
Our little infinity

Some feelings begin
before words exist.

The first time my heart noticed you

We arrived with our families from our own directions, yet across the busy school morning my heart somehow learned to find only you.

A quiet love that stayed

Time moved forward, but the soft place my childhood heart had made for you never faded.

The message that became everything

A few words on a screen gave wings to a feeling my heart had protected for years.

When two hearts became home

In care, trust and dreams, our hearts made the promises of husband and wife.

BUBU Jha, if only you could see yourself through my eyes

You are the childhood memory that never left my heart.

You are the prayer I did not know I was making.

You are the dream that took twelve years to become real.

You are the peace I search for after every difficult day.

You are my love, my home, my future, and the most beautiful part of my life.

Devotional artwork of Lord Shiva and Maa Parvati together at Kailash

A sacred love story

Shiva and Parvati

Maa Parvati loved Lord Shiva with a heart that never stopped believing. Lord Shiva saw not only her beauty, but also her courage, tenderness, and beautiful soul.

Theirs is a love where two powerful hearts still choose gentleness. They laugh, care, protect, and remain complete as individuals while becoming a beautiful forever together. I wish our story to carry that same sweetness, patience, friendship, and timeless love.

A letter only for you

My love,

Our story did not begin with an Instagram message. It began many years before that, when we were only children and neither of us understood what love truly meant.

I still remember those innocent school days. I would go toward middle school with my sisters and brothers, and you would arrive with your sisters. We were not walking one road together, yet among all those ordinary mornings, my eyes always found one extraordinary person, you. I was only a child, but my heart had already learned how to recognize you from across the distance.

I do not know what you felt during those days. Maybe I was simply another familiar face in the crowd. But for me, even a small glimpse of you made an ordinary school morning feel quietly beautiful. Without knowing the meaning of forever, my young heart had already begun saving a place for you.

Dreamlike illustration of a boy noticing a girl during a school morning

Before I knew the meaning of love, my heart already knew your name.

One quiet glance held the beginning of my whole future.

For more than twelve years, that quiet feeling remained somewhere inside me. Life continued, time passed, and we grew older, but the part of my heart that belonged to you never disappeared. I carried a hope I could not explain, believing that perhaps one day life would bring our hearts closer.

At exactly 4:26 PM on 11 August, our first Instagram conversation began. To anyone else it may have looked like a simple message, but for me it was the moment a twelve year wait finally turned into the beginning of our love story.

The girl I had quietly carried in my heart since childhood was finally speaking to me. That one message gave a voice to a love my heart had protected for more than a decade.

That is why 11 August will never be an ordinary date for me. It is the day my childhood feelings found their way home. It is the day waiting became happiness, hope became reality, and you began becoming my entire world.

Magical illustration of two hearts connecting through their first message

At 4:26 PM, twelve years of waiting became one beautiful hello.

One message, and my entire world began to change.

Every conversation brought me closer to you. Every notification from you made my heart smile. Slowly, you became the first person I wanted to speak to in the morning and the last thought I carried into the night.

We did not simply fall in love. We grew into one another’s lives. Your happiness began to feel like mine. Your silence made me want to understand you, your sensitivity made me want to care for you more gently, and your love gave me a feeling of belonging I had never known before.

You are unbelievably cute, beautifully shy, breathtakingly gorgeous, deeply sensitive, wonderfully caring, and extraordinarily loving. Your beauty may have first captured my attention, but it is your heart that made mine stay forever.

I love every version of you. The smiling you, the shy you, the sensitive you, the talkative you, the quiet you, and the emotional you. You never need to be perfect for me. The real you is the person my heart waited twelve years to love.

The time from the middle of December through the end of January will forever remain one of the most precious chapters of our story. We shared feelings, dreams, care, and moments that changed our relationship forever.

Somewhere within that beautiful time, we stopped feeling like only boyfriend and girlfriend. In our hearts, we became husband and wife. We may not be officially married yet, but my heart has already chosen you as the woman with whom I want to share every morning, every struggle, every success, and every season of life.

Dreamlike illustration of a couple holding hands beneath a winter twilight

Somewhere between December and January, love began to feel like home.

With you, every season feels like it belongs to us.

The moments when we could simply rest close to one another gave me a peace I cannot describe. Holding you gently, feeling your warmth beside me, and knowing you felt safe in my arms made the whole world disappear. Those quiet cuddles taught me that home is not a place. Home is the calm I feel whenever you are close.

Dreamlike illustration of a loving adult couple cuddling safely on a cozy bed

When I hold you close, the noise of the whole world becomes quiet.

Your warmth is the safest and softest home my heart has ever known.

I want to care for your heart without ever trying to control it. I want to comfort you when you feel sensitive, listen when your heart feels heavy, make you smile when tears fill your eyes, and remind you of your strength whenever you forget it.

You are yours before you are anyone else’s, and I will always respect that. I want my love to become the safest home within your heart. A home where you feel free, valued, understood, protected, and endlessly loved.

One year has passed, yet my heart still feels the same excitement whenever I see your name. Only now my love is deeper, stronger, and more certain. I loved you before our first message, I love you more with every passing day, and I will carry this love into every tomorrow life gives us.

Our two days in Muzaffarpur for the certificates became one of the most beautiful parts of our story. The work may have been the reason for the visit, but being there with you made those days priceless. Away from the usual routine, I felt your presence more deeply, understood your heart more clearly, and discovered new reasons to love you.

Those two days were not about a city or a certificate. They were about us. Every conversation, every shared step, every little moment of care helped me feel how naturally our lives fit together. I returned knowing you more deeply, loving you more gently, and feeling even more certain that you are the person I want beside me in every journey.

Dreamlike illustration of a loving couple during their Muzaffarpur certificate visit

Muzaffarpur gave us two days that made me understand your heart more deeply.

The certificates brought us there, but love made those days unforgettable.

And then there was the park garden. I saw your playful, innocent, childlike happiness shining so freely. Your laughter made everything around us brighter. That beautiful side of you is one of the things I love most. I hope life never takes it away, because I always want to see you that carefree, curious, joyful, and wonderfully yourself.

Dreamlike illustration of a playful adult couple in a flower filled park

In that garden I saw the sweetest, most playful part of you.

Please keep that childlike joy forever. It is one of the brightest things I love about you.

If I were given a thousand lives, I would search for you in every one of them. I would notice you again, wait for you again, send that first message again at 4:26 PM, and fall in love with you again and again.

You are not simply someone I love. You are the love my heart carried from childhood into adulthood. You are my longest wait, my sweetest answer, my most beautiful reality, and my favorite dream for the future.

Five promises for our forever

I will keep
choosing you.

  1. I will love you gently, because your heart is precious.

  2. I will speak with care, because your feelings matter.

  3. I will respect your individuality and help your dreams shine.

  4. I will protect our bond with honesty, loyalty, patience, and understanding.

  5. I will keep choosing you through every beautiful day and every difficult season.

Happy first anniversary · My precious BUBU Jha

You were worth every year of waiting
and every lifetime of loving.

You are my yesterday’s secret, my today’s happiness, and my tomorrow’s promise.

This page may end here, but my love never will. If the screen goes dark, remember that my heart is still sitting quietly beside you. Bye for now, but always there. Always caring. Always loving. Always yours.

Forever yours · 11 August · Always